03.05.2022 by AWinters
I got a very high score, but I should declare that I have ADHD, which is known for skewing data.
Is Alexi a form of emotional dysregulation?
I definitely have very high emotions, but they're not all there when they should be either.
Here's some of my emotional confusions:
I have problems forming emotional connections, but I constantly fear for the safety of loved ones.
I don't cry with happiness, never have.
If I get up a stage I won't stop shaking, but I don't feel anything either.
If I'm responsible for someone else's sadness, I'll involuntarily produce tears that I try to fight back, but without feeling.
I suffer with Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria and I wonder if it's connected.
I don't cry when watching movies, but I can find sad scenes very traumatic. When a scene gets to me, it stays with me forever.